hurm.... sume pon nk ilang....

sgt benci cuti kali ni.... huru hare + ntah pape + x suke!!!!!!

huh~ dok emo3.... x tw la pe nak jd....
i'm not me!

npe ea.... npe sume pon jd camgini....
marah2....

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life must go on rite???
dah2... lupekan sume ni... sume ni bukan real pon....
nnti ok la kan...
yg pnting....
bgun lepas jatuh...... tp bole ke???
cam susah je....
hurmm...
new year wif new me.... hurm...
ok... stat la pk pe azam baru... even azam2 yg lepas x wat...

huhu~~~

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tabahlah wahai diri.............................................

:) insyallah....

:( im hoping that its not mine.....

waaaaa............ frustated. thats it. i hate myself. hurm.... am i that bad???????

cik ta wif yaya tman ayah~~

sgt syang ayah n mak... huhu~~~
ampang putri ------> bangi....
bangi--------->ampang putri...
seminggu jugak la camgni...
tp x pe la... even tggu lame....
asalkn dapt tw keadaan ayah camane....
x kesahla...
biase la... bile x de keje sementare tggu atuk.....
yaya da stat bosan~~~

make.....

"cik ta jom amek gamba yaya"



yaya pkai spec n wat peace... haha...



spec ayon ni berat la cik ta.... :)



ok... ayon tlg pegang ea... ya nk wat peace susah la... haha...
x pasal2 ayon yg kne....



yaya bole pegang sendiri la... haha...



kat pokok2 pon nk gak....

haha... make... berakhir la sesi photo shoot kami... abes 1 hospital knal die da... adoi....
sgt byk pics yg di amek... tp mlas la nk upload sume... huhu... to nur alia qistina... cik ta syg yaya tw... huhu~~~

alfatihah utk mereka...

huh~ suda lame x tules pape... sdg cube utk menyebokkn diri yg x brape nk sebok ni... huhu... baru je blik dr terengganu... sgt la bosan coz bole dikatekn every year pon g sane kn... haha... ayah yg x bape nk sehat sgt merisaukn kami sume... baru2 ni... mama zue (zuhaila) n ayah jang (hani faizal) da pergi tggalkn sume... hm... tabah ye kawan2... alfatihah wat kedue2 arwah... moge mereke ditempatkn dikalangan mereka yg beriman... amin...

yang sempurna kan ku

Kaulah bidadari dalam hidupku
Yang selalu hadir di dalam mimpiku
Bunga yang selalu harungi hariku
Anugerah Tuhan yang sempurnakanku

Bila kau jauh
Aku selalu rindu
Bila kau ada
Hatikan berbunga

Ku akan selalu menjadi bintangmu
Menerangi gelap dan mimpimu
Aku setia di sini mengusap tangismu
Menemani sunyi di hatimu

~dok cari la pe tajuk lgu ni... arini baru dapt... haha~

~sape die eak~~

huh! sape die ni ea... muke cam familiar...
tp ak stilll x leh cam die...
adoi...
hm... sape die ni... da byk kali jumpe da tp still ak x tw sape die..
aish! tension la...
skali lg kau datg, kau kne bgtau kau tu sape tau...
x aci la dok sengih2... pastu ilang...
then datg lg...
dok sengih2, pastu ilang...
t datg lg tw... juz nk tau sape kau.... pls.................................

kadang2 kite jumpe byk kali dalam 1 ari...
tp lame pastu mesti ko da x datg...
cet~ n bile bgn je, ko ilang...
hurm... sape la org dalm mimpi ak ni....
huh~

which 1 is better..???

hurm... after di bincang, di discuss, di meetingkan, finally ayah da canfident la ngn hujah2 and debat2 anak die yg telah meningkat dewasa ini... haha... dewasa la sgt... (i'm 21 ok...) kate sepakat telah diambil, setiap persetujuan dibuat sebaik mungkin... n hasilnye.... ayah da setuju tuk bli kan ak kete... haha... bgos! syg ayah..... tp bile da stuju.... lain plak a cite nye.... :::

ayah: kakak, ayah rase idea tuk bli kete tu ok coz x larat da nk amek korang every week...

kakak: :) (tersengih2) ha... btul tu ayah... kakak pon rase camtu... lg pon nanti senang nk ulang alik... (bercakap ala2 anak yg soleh)

ayah: tp rase x adil plak ngn abg n nana coz ayah x bli kan pon tuk diorang...

kakak: hurm... if camtu, kakak pkai duet sendiri je la yah... k?

~setelah diteliti account anaknye yg sorg ni... n nmpak la kesungguhan terpancar di mate nye...

ayah: ok... tp nanti ayah tmbah...kakak amek viva ea... kecik, sesuai sket ngn kakak...

kakak: tp ayah... kakak nk amek kelisa o kncil... comel lg... lg pon igt nk amek yg 2nd hand je...

ayah: x bole... nanti kalau rosak ke ape ke camane? lgpon x cantik la... pape jd tgah jlan camane...

kakak: ala... kakak bukan nye pakai g jauh2... sini2 je... lg pon kakak x xcekap bawak kete la ayah... t pape jd syg.... if bli cash yg 2nd hand, x yah fikir da pasal nk baya lg... lg pon kakak x abes blaja lg... kakak nk bli gune duet kakak sendiri... bole ea ayah.... plizzzzzzzzzzzzz........ lg pon syg la nk tggal kt lua if bwk balik BMI... n kalau accident ke pe ke, xde la syg sgt kan...

~ ayah diam n trus x cakp pe da... hm... sory ayah... kakak mlawan... hurm... sejak dr tu ayah tetap nk soh pakai yg baru gak...ayah tunjuk byk pamplet pasal kete yg ayah bekenan sgt.. x pe la... kakak kumpul duet lg...n da stuju tuk ekot ckp ayah... n setelah beberape lame...

kakak:ayah, camane? kakak da fikir da... kakak ekot la ckp ayah... ok? :)

ayah: :) ayah pon da fikir masak2... ayah x nak kakak susah ati kemudian ari... kakak g la tanye banet, mintak die cari kan yg elok2 tuk kakak... ok? t bile da keje baru la pk nk bli baru... skarg ni x yah la... lg pon kakak x bape pandai bawak kn...

kakak: :)


~terus g cari banet kt workshop die!!! hehe... baik cepat b4 ayah ubah pikiran... haha...

:: ok ke decision yg aku wat ni????
:: nk cube wat keputusan n berdikari tnpe sape2 pon tlg... hee~~~

ni pon lom comfirm... hope banet dapt la cari ea... if x... terpakse la ekot ckp ayah... :(

susah ea ayah nak wat decision tuk anak die???? hurm... i need some guide bout diz matter... plz...

malm yg sepi~

hurm... dunno what to say(write)... mlm2 gini rase bosan la plak... huh~ ane a c gemok ni.... call x angkat lak... adeh~~ xpela... hm.. everything goes so well... cuti yg seronok la~~ tp cam biase la... bosan coz x de kwan yg bole diajak ngarut2... haha... ape yg kite leh wat cuti2 ni or ape yg sepatutnye atiqah kne wat tp x tw a bole ke x.... :) :::



1) khatamkn Quran...
::: alhamdullillah, da tercapai pon... yela cuti2 ni nk wat pe lg... naseb bek ade aten... huhu~ leh gak tlg betulkan akak bace kn... haha... aten kate, bace lg byk2 kali... baek.... huhu~ senangnye ati... finally...

2) blaja masak...
:::: niat tu mmg ade, tp bile nk nyibok kt dapo mak mesti soh wat bnde lain... cane ni... bile nk wat resepi sendiri, takot x sedap, n mesti mak nk tolong wat kan.. so... tggal makn je... hurm... cane ni...

3)diet la...
::: cam x tw la plak kan... bile da kat umah... payah la sket nk diet... dugaan maha hebat... kne jage ati mak lg, kang x makn kecik ati mak... dose lak... xmo2... huh~ cane ni...

4)jage yaya full time...
::: skarang yaya da makin dewase ( dewase ke??haha) lasak sgt3... adoi... xlarat... n now, die da x nk ngn cik ta sgt... so, pe leh wat.... mak la gak yg kne take over yaya.... hurm... cane ni....

5)blaja wat cake...
::: b4 cuti slalu cakp ngn min (rumate), tym cuti ni nk blaja wat kek a... t leh wat tuk min... haha... tp, smpy skrg ni sebijik kek pun x de bayang lg.... haha...

6)update blog...
:::: haha... tgah wat la ni... n i like this.... huhu~

7) bace novel2 yg byk tu...
::: sgt suke bace sume buku... komik lg a laju... novel2 yg ade x yah ckp la... lg2 ade plak yg bg sekotak besa novel2... haha... naseb la kan... mak sgt suke... thnks to my man... susah2 je... huhu... tp x larat la nk abes kn sume tu... dekat 60 bijik kot... huh~ cane ni...

8) marathon muvie...
::: da niat da nk tgk sume cite yg da terlepas sbb bz an study 4 final n assignment yg blmbak... tp x de membe a lak... hm... ayus sebok, sal lak x cuti2... nana pon same... man lg la... adeh~~~ buhsan sungguh la... cane nk wat ni...

9) pergi bercuti...
::: mmg da paln da nk g oliday kt terengganu! (even every year pon g..) tp diz year x g la kot... ayah x bape sehat... so, jage ayah kt umah... hehe...ok la tu kan...




macam2 la alasan nye kan... ha3... biase la... jgn jadi kan contoh da la ea... hehe...

Da bOLe!!!!!!

finally dapt gk tuka bckground ni...
even cam pape tah... at least da tw carenye kn... huhu..
mesti nk ckp ak ni ntah pape kan... haha...
whtever la... haha...
xpe2... t bole tuka lg!!! huhu...
sonok3...

nana yg malang... haha

huh~ not a good starter for this sem break...
baru je 2 ari cuti... da jatoh moto... haha...
naseb bek xde pape... cian an nana.... mesti saket kn....
hurm....

slalu camgitu... bile jd pape ngn nana n aku...
mesti nana yg teruk... npe ea.... haha... na... muatan lebey ea...
haha... sory3.... tp btul2 rase cm x best je.... :
ye a... aku kn kakak...
pastu, nana yg bawak aku lak tu....
then die lak yg terok...
da a die xde cuti2 sem ni... haish...
if ak yg kne, saket2 dok kt umah je...
kesian nana... sory..... hu3...

hm... tp mebi ade hikmahnye sume jd....
nana kate... if aku yg kene....
t aku asyik nangis je la....
pastu... luke tu mesti lmbat baik...
sbbb aku x suke makn ubat n lembik lak tu...
ceh~ x gune tol... saket2 pon nk kutuk aku lg...
he3...

tp mmg btul pon... dari kecik mmg camtu pon.... xtw a nape...
mebi sbb aku syg nana kot... (nana tlong jgn prasan lebey....ko lg syg aku kn???)
if aku tules ni... nana mesti suke....

penah time kecik2... nana demam teruk... pastu bah jenab datang...
die picit2 nana...nana nangis2... sakit kot.... jaht a bah jenab ni... tp yg lawaknye...
aku pon nangis same an nana... cam la ak yg kne picit2...
huh~ nana mesti x tw kn....

pastu... time umur 7,8 tahun cmtu...
kitorg naik basikal... pusing2... then jatoh dalm longkang same2...
aku jatuh dulu... tp nana gak yg teruk... abes bibir die cam angelina jolie...
n kitorg pon tolak a beskal smpy umah...
nana relax je... n aku... nangis spnjang jaln... adoi....

then... now... jd lg.... ak juz calar sket je... tp nana...
ngeri lak aku... huh~ tp cm biase... aku yg nagis... haha...
naseb ko la na... dapat akak cmgni.... heh~ mesti ko bajet ko cool n kuat kn...
xpe2... t aku lak bawk ko ea... haha...

p/s: nana: jgn nk pasan aku syg ko ea... haha.. :)n kite mmg cool sbb pas jatoh leh angkt moto n jalan... haha.... rox bebeh!!

abes da...

finally, abes gak semester ni... huh~ lege sket... hehe...
tp still........ as long x dapat result, sume pun cm x complete je... tol x???
hurm... too many things happen in this whole semester.... gonna miz all of it..
miz all my fwen... sume nye kene ingat... huhu...

pagi2: bgun pg ikut tym nk g class... tggu akmal datg... n g class.... kt klas tu ade aima, khair, zue, tini... n ramai2... most class sume ngn dorang je a... haha....

ptg2 n malm2: lapa..... g makn ngn min (rumate yg sengal)... n jiran sbelah bilik:: sha2 (jiran yg suke bebel2), n pari ( yg slalu kne bebel)... huhu... kdang2 kitorg mkan sgt best... tp bile x de choice... kite mkn bende kafe yg x brape best... huhu... sem ni sgt close ngn korng... huhu... rindu n sayang korg 3 sgt3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to: shaheera, azmina n fariha...
thnks tuk sume nye..............
tuk surprise bufdae party... hepi sgt2...
x lupe gak... raye aidil adha tnpe family...
juz ade korg je.... for all da food.....
rase cm betul2 raye da... haha... luv u guys!!!

next sem pe citer x tw la kan... huhu~~
pape pon... hepi holiday kawan2!!!!!!!!!
n lastly:::::::::::


luv,
atiqah...

b.O.s.A.n

waaa... sgt bayak bende jadi... n x lupe gk...
sgt byk paper yg blm dihadapi....ayt cmpe tah...
sgt bosan la......
bile bosan n sendiri....
mule la rase nk balik umah...
rase cm x nk study....
rase cm nak men gme je...
rase cam nk tgk muvie...
rase cm nk kua jaln2....
sume rase la.....
huh~
nk watpe ni..................................................................................................
mengarut dan merepek..... :)

~~ thnks!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~

thnks tuk sume yg wish bufdae kt sy!!!!
thnks sbb igt..(igt ke, o ade reminder kt fb??) haha
n'way... big THANKS to all of u~~~~

1st time after 5 years,
finally 'i've got flower from him'
xtw la pe virus yg da ad kt die...
tetbe jd sweet plak...
adoi~~~

too many surprise for the whole day!
da rose, cake n those cndle yg x sempt nk tiup, and the ring...
mcm2 la.... huhu..
thnks a lot dear...
x larat nk senyum~~~~

tp cm ade yg x kne....
cm ade something yg jd yg kite x tw...
xpe2... tggu ea kawan2...
haha.....

da ngarut3....
post ni juz to say,

THANKS TO ALL OF YOU~~~
♥♥♥ LoVe u ♥♥♥

~ celebrate bufdae avatar2 yg comel~~

celebrate bufdae avatar aima n khair si nyamuk~~~ sori lmbat celebrate bufdae korg... haha...
syg sume org!!!!

i am hoping that she miz me... :(

Finally, lepas dipakse pari, ak wat gak entry ni... huhu... ko x bace siapla...
haha... i'm back to normal again... setelah ditimbang n diukur... atiqah x leh jd org lain... still kne jd dri sendri... hm... pape la... mlas nk serabot pk bnde yg menyerabotkn... da stat mngarut lg~~~ wee...

arini... bc 1 blog membe yg sgt la dirindui... slalu gk bc blog n tgk pics kt fbdie... wah~~ cm stalker... haha..tp x tw la die igt kite ke x... :(
kelmarin bufdae die... kite nk wish... tp num die bg tu x leh nk call pn... hm... die x nk kawan ngn kite lg kot... ntah la... if die bace ni... mesti die marah kn... haha... sory awk~~~
pape pn... if awk bace ni... HAPPY BELATED BUFDAE MY DEAR AIZA... sgt rindu....

tetbe teringat kt awk... nk jmpe... tp sy takot....1 je sy nk awk tau... sy menyesal jauhkn diri dr awk dulu.... :( ... pape pn... wat sahabat yg jauh dimate...

awk...
sy sgt rindu awk....
dulu sy x nk rapat ngn awk...
sy x pndai cm awk....
sy malu ngn awk...
sy pindah dr skola n trus ilang...
sory eah...
skarang sy da x cm dulu...
da rajin sket study...
haha...
cume x la sehebat awk...
pape pn... sy doakn... awk sentiase hepi...

p/s: sgt2 rindu awk!!!

luv,
eqa..

~~lame nye..~~

salam...hElLo...

lame nye x tulis pape... huhu... nk raye da kn...
x sabarnye... tp syg lak nk tggal ramadhan ni...
hurm...

pape pn...
~~sLaMaT aRi rAyE~~

rase lebih tenang.

after beberape ari...
aku rase lebih ok dr b4 ni....
alhamdulillah............
ak try redha ngn sume nye.....
susahnye.... ati kite x rele tp kite kne lepaskn die....
mule2.....
ak rase x best je.... tp.....
bile pk2 balik... mesti ade hkmah di sebalik sume ni....
ak blaja redha kn sume yg jd....
ak lepaskn sume rase yg ade....
n now... alhamdulillah...
ak lebih tenang.....

aku harap, ak akn terus cmgni....
aku takot ngn sume bnde yg da jd, yg tgh jd, n yg akn jd...
aku takot ak leke lg....
hurm~~~~~~~~~~~~~
igtkn ea..........
:)

dugaan ke ni?

hurmmm...
terase berat bahu ni pikul....
dose yg teramat byak.....
nk brubah slow2...
ade yg bole bimbing x??????

besarnye kuase allah....
die bg kite seng jp,
tp sedetik je kite lupe....
abes la...

syukur la....
akhirnye aku sedar...
yg x sume dlm dunie bole kite dapt
slain berusehe....
doa tu sgt la pnting....

kdg2 ak musykil.....
kt mane ak sebenarnye di sisi DIE...

sumone penah btw ak...
if kite ni wat salah....
ade 2 possibilities...

1st...
if kite wat salah n hidup sntiase baik....'
mebi allah nk biakn kite sedar sendiri.....
nilaikn yg ane buruk dan baik...

2nd...
if kite wat slah n hidup kite malng.....
tu tande allah nk kite brubah dr trus wat salah tu...

hurm....
btul ke?

ak slalu wat dose....
tp idup ak best je....
cume lately ni......
idup ak totally brubah....
sgt2 brubah....
nasib da x sebaik dulu.....
hidup x tenang....
macam2....

ape tnde2 ni sume??????????
if ni carenye DIE bg sign kt ak...
ak trime........................................

back to normal~~~

huhu~~~
da sgt ok... hope jgn ade ggu mood ni k...
hehe...

hurm..... mebi kne balik umah a every weekend...
if x balik... mesti tension gle dok cni...
x kesah a pe org nk kate....
asalkn kite hepi~~~

owh ye... weekaend bru ni balik,
abg, nana ngn yaya yg amek....
jem gile!!!!
yaya wat hal plak dlm kete...
adoi....
nana dok gado ngn yaya...
x pasal je ak yg kene settle...
fuhhhh~~~~

yaya lapa kot...
dok mintak susu je...
last2 kitorg g bli kfc je...
nseb bek bli chicky meal (btul x eje?)
dapt buku bdk2...
yaya yg gile buku pn diam a... pe lg kn...
haha... bgos~~~

~~rase sgt takot~~~

hurm.. lately rase lain sgt... npe a.... rase pe yg ak wat sume serbe x kene....byk sgt test diz week..
tp... 1 pn ak x leh wat ngn baik... nk kate x prepare.. da... tp npe ea.... ak takot....takot sgt..... hurm...

smalam dok sembang ngn sir razif... die baik... baik sgt... sgt positive... ak cept sgt mngalah ngn ape yg ak x leh wat... ak rase sgt down... tp sir razif mesti ckp ak bole wat... then... mmg ak leh wat...
ak x tw a... sir razif kate... sometimes, tu bukan salah kite... mebi ade a pape yg kite wat... cth cm mebi kite ade wat pape salah yg halang dr kite trus berjaye... xtw a... ade kot.. aku takot...
da 3 ari ak fikir bnde yg same... ak xtw... die kate.. byk2kn muhasabah diri... tp... ak x kuat.....
ak x tw nk wat camne.... adoi~~~~~ serabutnye................................................................................

♥~~in luv~~♥

hurm....da lame x rase cmni....sgt rindu someone....
dok pk pasal die for the whole day....
haha... miz u la yayang~~~~~
sory...miang lak....

actually bile rase cmgni...
aku terigt la kt ez...haha
geli plak pggil die gitu....
da mid sem da...n sem ni die lgsong x tegur ak...
npe ea.... next sem die da xde da....
mesti x best kn... adoi.....
hilang la sumber inspirasi ak....
hope abes je mid sem break ni...
die tgur a kn....... tp skang die da ade akak tu...
mesti akak tu marah if die tegur kn....
hurm.....

ez tu senior kt tmpt kite blaja...
die lain dr org lain tw...
x la ensem pn...jz nice...haha
die x wat pape pn tp ntah cmane ak leh suke kt die...
bile ak cite kt man.. die bising...
kate ak ni cm ape la....
xtw nk cte kt sape.... hurm...
tp x pe la... mebi t die tegur kn....
haha....

if man bace ni... mesti die marah kn....
tp rase ni x lame kot...
lgpn...ez da nk grad da....
t ak lupe a kt die.....
haha...

pape pn... syg kt gemok very much!!!!!!
jgn mara tw yayang~~~~~

mood::miang~~~haha

~~Cik ta n yAyA~~

..................................................................
pg td tetbe banet dtg tekn2 loceng umah...
adoi... bising nye...... npe la mak x bukak pintu....
nk xnk...dlm mate yg sgt bert dan kaki yg mlas nk mlangkah,
g gk a bukak pintu...huhu...
yaya da datg cik ta..... nenek ane?

bru la aku teringat yg mk g wat pasport.....
hurm... jage la yaya....
abes 1 umah yaya sepah kn.....
tetbe...mk call... sume ok x????
ceh..... ak pn ngn banggenye kate...
ok la...takat nk jge yaya...
ape la sgt kn...
haha...

bg die mkn, die main2....
mandikn die, die nk men air....
adoi...camane ni...da nanges....
last2... ak pn kuakn sume strategi tuk pujuk die...
haha... khirnye yaya da siap dan cantik!!!!!
yeay!!!!!!

tp.... kebahagiaanku x lame...
bru je nk rest...x smpai 10 mint...
ade bau yg x best... n yaya pn g kt ak...
"cik ta... yaya yak..."
adoi~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
da x lart weyh...

tpat kul 11...
abg tibe jd hero...
abg amek kitorg tuk g jalan2...
yihaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
sonok2... n pastu g amek mak..
smpy je umah... ak n yaya tido smpy ptg sbb penat...
huhu...

....the end....

~~~ yaya pose for cik ta(jgn terpedaye ngn muke baek yaya)haha~~~~

bosan~

lately...sgt bosan + sunyi(???)...hurm....cuti ni xtw nk watpe....bosan tp sgt aman...suke.....so x kesah a bosan pn... asalkn aman je... huhu... blm pape da start merepek... baru 3 ari cuti tp da khatm 3 novel.... hehe... bosan sgt a tu...slalu nk abeskn 1 novel pn agk terkial2... tp 1 tu x bape besh... lg 2 tu sgt besh... 1 tu pnuh ngn cerite yg sgt sedih tp besh coz last2 die still ngn husband die... konflik yg wat kite x sabar nk tw pe solution nye... lg 1 bru je abes... agk menarik sbb novel ni x de hero o heroin... all about problem dlm family... even x de hero n heroin, crite sgt x bosan...
tp cm takot sket... huhu.... da x tw nk bace pe lg.....


sdang menanti die pulang... huhu... miang... lalalala~~~



sgt bosan.... ane ntah die ni... tp x pela.... dpt gk abeskn mase kt cni.... hehe... kn best kalau tiap mase cmgni... bole wat pe pn yg kite suke... xde hati yg perlu dijage... kt luar sane sgt dasyat...
hurm~~~~ lg 6 hari... sume akn jd cm biase... hurm... bole x kalau kite still cmgni je.... pnat la dok jauh dr sume...

tp...pelik la... npe still x rase benci kt org yg da wat jahat tu ea.... hurm... still wondering~~~

poems~

I got flowers today.

I got flowers today.
It wasn’t my birthday
or any special day.
We had our first argument last night,
and he said a lot of cruel things
that really hurt me.
I know he is sorry
and didn’t mean the things he said
because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
It wasn’t our anniversary
or any other special day.
Last night, he threw me into a wall
and started to choke me.
It seemed like a nightmare.
I couldn’t believe it was real.
I know he must be sorry
because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today,
and it wasn’t Mother’s Day
or any other special day.
Last night, he beat me up again.
If I leave him, what will I do?
How will I take care of my kids?
What about money?
I’m afraid of him and scared to leave.
But I know he must be sorry
because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
Today was a very special day.
It was the day of my funeral.
Last night, he finally killed me.
If only I had gathered enough courage
and strength to leave him,
I would not have gotten flowers today.

-Paulette Kelly-

poem ni aku dgr tym form 2 dulu...

best kn....

teringat mase lalu...

after sooooo many years.....
tetibe teringat balik kt sume kawan2....
korang igt kt kt aku x eah....
xpe la...yg penting ak nk sgt jumpe korang!!!
rindu la...bile da besa ni...
tetbe teringat tym kecik2 dulu...
huhu..(cm a besa sgt) hehe...
if possible...
nk jumpe membe tym skolah dulu....
tym kite skolah rendah....
skola menengah....
hurm....

kepade yg penah jd kawan....
hope korang x lupe a kt aku ea...
terharu bile kt fb dapat jmpe balik kawan lame...
sj je cari korg... x sangke korng still igt kt aku ea...
haha...stakat ni... ak jumpe sara alya, shazwina, atiqa nordin,
sara nazirah, zetty, azra, n ramai lg a ak nk jumpe...

tym form 2 dulu...
ak nk jumpe aiza amierah, masyitah, sharieza, dayana, nadrah...
sume kwn kt skola...
x lupe gk yg kt hostel dulu...
nurul rahimah roslan, fadhillah daud, aisyah alias,
sari intan norsyamimi, norazatul aida, anis rohaiza...
wahhhhhhh~~~~~ ramai lg a.....
mizzzz all of u guys!!!!!

o ye.... dulu ade kakak2 yg baik gk...
igt lg x kt ak ntah...
k.azila, k.athirah, k.louie, k.eza....
ane ntah sume g kn...
hm....

if igt kt aku....
email tw....eqash_naj@yahoo.com...

sape2 yg kenal diorang...
bgtw a eah....
haha

~~sweet memoriesssssss~~

...kawan-kawan sy...

da lame da pic ni... huhu...tym ni la yg sume kne pnjt gate kt UIA..
haha...konon2 dugaan di buln pose... kah2...
frm left:fida, aima,bong,kobes,me,ca.
kt bawah: asan n pari..
yg amek gmba: asma~~








wif asma n min~~~





post:ILP kepala batas
me,ca,akmal n aima...

~~~starting for new life~~~

:-mood: sgt x slese~

nk start new life????
wif new people....
huhu...
but still wif my gemok (of coz)

y nk start new life?????
ramai kate sy ni jahat~~~~
wah~~~~
haha...bile da ramai yg kate....
sy akan btul2 jd jaht...
bole ke???
haha...

da lame da saba...
tp makin mlampau plak...
die nk sgt...
then....
here i come~~~~~

my little dearest...alia...huhu

ade yg ggu hidup sy.... =(

sgt pelik bile ade kawan yg cmgini....

sdey tw...
kite anggap kwan tp dalm diam die jd back stabber...
bertubi2 kite kne tikam...
dugaan ni sagt dasyat...
hurm...
tp xpe... kite yakin...
1 hari nanti... die akn sedar...
huhu...sgt sedih...
tp kite x leh kalah ngn diorg...

sgt kejam bile kawan sendiri nk jatuhkn kawan yg lain...
jgn a wat cmgni....
mmg kite x mlawan.... tp kite x lemah tw...
pd yg support....
THANKS!!!!!!!!

~iNtrO~~

hEllO there....
haha... x tw nk tules pe...
juz wanna share my story wif u all...
even x bape best... sje a gatal nk tules gk...
bong ni x aja lg tuk jd blogger yg hebat...
hahaha...
test...
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