♥~~in luv~~♥

hurm....da lame x rase cmni....sgt rindu someone....
dok pk pasal die for the whole day....
haha... miz u la yayang~~~~~
sory...miang lak....

actually bile rase cmgni...
aku terigt la kt ez...haha
geli plak pggil die gitu....
da mid sem da...n sem ni die lgsong x tegur ak...
npe ea.... next sem die da xde da....
mesti x best kn... adoi.....
hilang la sumber inspirasi ak....
hope abes je mid sem break ni...
die tgur a kn....... tp skang die da ade akak tu...
mesti akak tu marah if die tegur kn....
hurm.....

ez tu senior kt tmpt kite blaja...
die lain dr org lain tw...
x la ensem pn...jz nice...haha
die x wat pape pn tp ntah cmane ak leh suke kt die...
bile ak cite kt man.. die bising...
kate ak ni cm ape la....
xtw nk cte kt sape.... hurm...
tp x pe la... mebi t die tegur kn....
haha....

if man bace ni... mesti die marah kn....
tp rase ni x lame kot...
lgpn...ez da nk grad da....
t ak lupe a kt die.....
haha...

pape pn... syg kt gemok very much!!!!!!
jgn mara tw yayang~~~~~

mood::miang~~~haha

~~Cik ta n yAyA~~

..................................................................
pg td tetbe banet dtg tekn2 loceng umah...
adoi... bising nye...... npe la mak x bukak pintu....
nk xnk...dlm mate yg sgt bert dan kaki yg mlas nk mlangkah,
g gk a bukak pintu...huhu...
yaya da datg cik ta..... nenek ane?

bru la aku teringat yg mk g wat pasport.....
hurm... jage la yaya....
abes 1 umah yaya sepah kn.....
tetbe...mk call... sume ok x????
ceh..... ak pn ngn banggenye kate...
ok la...takat nk jge yaya...
ape la sgt kn...
haha...

bg die mkn, die main2....
mandikn die, die nk men air....
adoi...camane ni...da nanges....
last2... ak pn kuakn sume strategi tuk pujuk die...
haha... khirnye yaya da siap dan cantik!!!!!
yeay!!!!!!

tp.... kebahagiaanku x lame...
bru je nk rest...x smpai 10 mint...
ade bau yg x best... n yaya pn g kt ak...
"cik ta... yaya yak..."
adoi~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
da x lart weyh...

tpat kul 11...
abg tibe jd hero...
abg amek kitorg tuk g jalan2...
yihaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....
sonok2... n pastu g amek mak..
smpy je umah... ak n yaya tido smpy ptg sbb penat...
huhu...

....the end....

~~~ yaya pose for cik ta(jgn terpedaye ngn muke baek yaya)haha~~~~

bosan~

lately...sgt bosan + sunyi(???)...hurm....cuti ni xtw nk watpe....bosan tp sgt aman...suke.....so x kesah a bosan pn... asalkn aman je... huhu... blm pape da start merepek... baru 3 ari cuti tp da khatm 3 novel.... hehe... bosan sgt a tu...slalu nk abeskn 1 novel pn agk terkial2... tp 1 tu x bape besh... lg 2 tu sgt besh... 1 tu pnuh ngn cerite yg sgt sedih tp besh coz last2 die still ngn husband die... konflik yg wat kite x sabar nk tw pe solution nye... lg 1 bru je abes... agk menarik sbb novel ni x de hero o heroin... all about problem dlm family... even x de hero n heroin, crite sgt x bosan...
tp cm takot sket... huhu.... da x tw nk bace pe lg.....


sdang menanti die pulang... huhu... miang... lalalala~~~



sgt bosan.... ane ntah die ni... tp x pela.... dpt gk abeskn mase kt cni.... hehe... kn best kalau tiap mase cmgni... bole wat pe pn yg kite suke... xde hati yg perlu dijage... kt luar sane sgt dasyat...
hurm~~~~ lg 6 hari... sume akn jd cm biase... hurm... bole x kalau kite still cmgni je.... pnat la dok jauh dr sume...

tp...pelik la... npe still x rase benci kt org yg da wat jahat tu ea.... hurm... still wondering~~~

poems~

I got flowers today.

I got flowers today.
It wasn’t my birthday
or any special day.
We had our first argument last night,
and he said a lot of cruel things
that really hurt me.
I know he is sorry
and didn’t mean the things he said
because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
It wasn’t our anniversary
or any other special day.
Last night, he threw me into a wall
and started to choke me.
It seemed like a nightmare.
I couldn’t believe it was real.
I know he must be sorry
because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today,
and it wasn’t Mother’s Day
or any other special day.
Last night, he beat me up again.
If I leave him, what will I do?
How will I take care of my kids?
What about money?
I’m afraid of him and scared to leave.
But I know he must be sorry
because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.
Today was a very special day.
It was the day of my funeral.
Last night, he finally killed me.
If only I had gathered enough courage
and strength to leave him,
I would not have gotten flowers today.

-Paulette Kelly-

poem ni aku dgr tym form 2 dulu...

best kn....

teringat mase lalu...

after sooooo many years.....
tetibe teringat balik kt sume kawan2....
korang igt kt kt aku x eah....
xpe la...yg penting ak nk sgt jumpe korang!!!
rindu la...bile da besa ni...
tetbe teringat tym kecik2 dulu...
huhu..(cm a besa sgt) hehe...
if possible...
nk jumpe membe tym skolah dulu....
tym kite skolah rendah....
skola menengah....
hurm....

kepade yg penah jd kawan....
hope korang x lupe a kt aku ea...
terharu bile kt fb dapat jmpe balik kawan lame...
sj je cari korg... x sangke korng still igt kt aku ea...
haha...stakat ni... ak jumpe sara alya, shazwina, atiqa nordin,
sara nazirah, zetty, azra, n ramai lg a ak nk jumpe...

tym form 2 dulu...
ak nk jumpe aiza amierah, masyitah, sharieza, dayana, nadrah...
sume kwn kt skola...
x lupe gk yg kt hostel dulu...
nurul rahimah roslan, fadhillah daud, aisyah alias,
sari intan norsyamimi, norazatul aida, anis rohaiza...
wahhhhhhh~~~~~ ramai lg a.....
mizzzz all of u guys!!!!!

o ye.... dulu ade kakak2 yg baik gk...
igt lg x kt ak ntah...
k.azila, k.athirah, k.louie, k.eza....
ane ntah sume g kn...
hm....

if igt kt aku....
email tw....eqash_naj@yahoo.com...

sape2 yg kenal diorang...
bgtw a eah....
haha

~~sweet memoriesssssss~~

...kawan-kawan sy...

da lame da pic ni... huhu...tym ni la yg sume kne pnjt gate kt UIA..
haha...konon2 dugaan di buln pose... kah2...
frm left:fida, aima,bong,kobes,me,ca.
kt bawah: asan n pari..
yg amek gmba: asma~~








wif asma n min~~~





post:ILP kepala batas
me,ca,akmal n aima...

~~~starting for new life~~~

:-mood: sgt x slese~

nk start new life????
wif new people....
huhu...
but still wif my gemok (of coz)

y nk start new life?????
ramai kate sy ni jahat~~~~
wah~~~~
haha...bile da ramai yg kate....
sy akan btul2 jd jaht...
bole ke???
haha...

da lame da saba...
tp makin mlampau plak...
die nk sgt...
then....
here i come~~~~~

my little dearest...alia...huhu

ade yg ggu hidup sy.... =(

sgt pelik bile ade kawan yg cmgini....

sdey tw...
kite anggap kwan tp dalm diam die jd back stabber...
bertubi2 kite kne tikam...
dugaan ni sagt dasyat...
hurm...
tp xpe... kite yakin...
1 hari nanti... die akn sedar...
huhu...sgt sedih...
tp kite x leh kalah ngn diorg...

sgt kejam bile kawan sendiri nk jatuhkn kawan yg lain...
jgn a wat cmgni....
mmg kite x mlawan.... tp kite x lemah tw...
pd yg support....
THANKS!!!!!!!!