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salam ramadhan...

sedar x sedar da 17 ramadhan da... alhamdulilah....

ramadhan kali ni byk yg berubah... sungguh!

kerana ramadhan diz year jatuh pd bulan julai, cik atiqah 

awal2 tahun lagi da excited.... 

kenape? sbb julai dtg b4 ogos... tu je sbb nye...

lagi 2 minggu kite jadi 8. sepatutnye. 

julai yg di nanti setiap tahun....

julai yg suppose berbunge2 setiap tahun...

julai yg dah x de ertinye tahun ni...

dah xde lagi ucapan selamat berbuke...

xde lagi org yang tggu kite makan dulu...

xde lagi org yg kite call n msg setiap kali nk tdo...

xde lagi moning wishes yg mmbuatkan satu hari jadi happy..

sgt2 rindu. 

marah. sedih. geram. atas sume keputusan yang x mengikut kehendak hati.

hampir putus harapan. 

tapi ade satu yang buat kite bangun... kite ade DIA... mungkin ni yg da tertulis...

usaha satu pihak mmbuatkan kite sedar. bangun dr sumenye. 

n igt satu ayat dr seorang teman...

"selama 20 tahun lebih mak ayah bagi ape yang kite nak..untuk tahun ke 24 

  die x kasi... "

hm.. sedang cube terima dan redha klau ceritanye mcm ni...

8thun ade die... tetbe die hilang...tak bole trime. tp kasih syang yg 8 

tahun tu x bole dibanding kan ngan sayang yg 24 thun ni... 

ye. sedang cube untuk lupe. 

maaf. saye x kuat dah. 

sunyi

title post kali ni sgt mengade. haha. banyak sgt yg x berbunyi sejak due menjak ni..

life getting very bored lately.

when u have no one to talk to.
when u have plenty of time being alone.
when u have to do all things by ur own.
n worst is....
when u feel there is no one to depend on.

sangat bosan. mak balik kampung for the whole week. huh~
pertapaan selama seminggu membuat kan diri ini hebat dalam memahami pertuturan bersame cik diding dan encik bantal.huh~ *mengeluh -_-! *


mak, ayah,,,,balik cepat ye... rindu... :(

~ seorang yang bernama sahabat ~

ye. post ni khas utk awk.suke la tu kan.

just want u know how much our frenship means to me. it means a lotssssssssssssssssssssss. byk kan.
ok. people always said that girl and a boy cant be just friend. but, we proved them wrong. kn???
hahaha.. admit it. kite hebat. :) hahaaha.

bile awk g jauh. sy sedih. but, its ok. man kate awk g tuk cite2 awk. hm.. pergi la... bwk balik ape yg awk
patot bawak balik. peduli kan ape kate org. just do it. I'll always pray for your luck. :)

the moment awk kate awk dpt offer tu. mase cam pause sekejap. (smpai nak terlaggar tiang kn) :p

and when u said u will go. mase trus stop. terkejut. terkedu. sorry, sy x reti nk react camane.
yes, i know i suppose to be happy and super excited. tp cepat sgt. sorry again.

last kite kua before awk pergi is the 1st time we spent almost a day together after 5 years. haha. seronok. :)  Rase selamat bile ade awk, sal n her boy. super duper excited. seriously i will always rindu that moment. :)

err. walaupn sy kne jd cm 'kakak2' bile ngn awk. xpe la.. hahaha. btw, thanks for being a good friend of mine. really appreciate it.

mebi time awk balik i will not be the same 'eqa' but juz remember 1 thing, our friendship will still be the same macam skarng.. :)

Last skali, take a good care of urself. study leklok. igt sume pesan. n jge iman. :)

sy x tw nk kasi ape. :p

last pic. :)

ok. tata for now. :)

jantung hati yang comel.

a month here. ok. da start kenal and beramah mesra wif colleguesssssss..
ok la.. ade yg sgt menarik di sini. hahahaha.Syuhada is the 1st person yg kite
kenal kat tempat baru. erm.. syuhada si sahabat baru yang sengal. :) but, sgt menyenang kan.
thanks for being here. :)

owh. si jantung hati yg comel. sumber inspirasi yang sangat menyenangkan juge.
time training, mate ke lain otak ke lain. need to b focus iguess. tp x bole.
sri (trainer) siap tegur.

'atiqah, r u still here?'
'atiqah, why u r smiling all the time?'
'atiqah, ape yg u tgk dr td?'
bile sri da geram.
'atiqah, u shud chnge ur seat wif syuhada'
-_-!

obvious sgt ke?????hahaha

advice from syuhada: klau awk nak tau pape pasal die, tnye je la kt die.

err. my dear syud, saye x bole!

me: Nick, awk dok mane eah?
(smbil mate pndang tempat lain)
 Nick: ape die atiqah?
(toleh. senyum)
me: xde ape.
(trus x igt pape)

adoiiiii~
da susun ayt nk tanye macm2.
baru nk bukak mulut.
die pndang.
senyum.(ade lesung pipit blah kiri)
melting down.
x jd nk tye.
huh~

ape da jadi nie...........................................

nota kaki: die da x keje sini da... (ilang da sumber inspirasi).. :-(

adapt to new environment

pabiladiriinibosan.

moving in and out.
dari shah alam ke cyber. huh. much more better now. dekat ngn umah. yeay~
camane2 pun cik atiqah masih mencari-cari jalan hidup yang x tau penghujungnya.
cube dan terus mencube meletak kan diri di tempat baru. huh.
x best bile kne adapt ngn new environment n kwan2 baru yg x tahu mcam mane.
. . . . . . .

1st week yg membosan kan.
-1st time keje ade byk na training.
-mengntok coz kne dgr org mmbebel bnde yg x tau butir bicara.
-punctuality is very important here.

2nd week yg mengjutkan.
- da start belajar how to buat kerja.
- masuk keje sgt lewat:11 am
-kereta kne tow dgn mps yg kejam.
-parking sgt susah!

3rd week yg suam2 kuku.
-training still going on.
-buddy system applied.
-owh ade mamat comel disitu. :)

4th week yg neves!
-due to lack of agent, kite da kne start on the floor.
-real working environment~
-neves everytime ade call masuk.
- atiqah yg bute it sdg cube guide org solve pc problm yg diorang ade.
- oh no!

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mule rindu kan teman2 lame. :( '

bile nak jumpe lg niiiiii ,....... :(

satulangkahkeblakang.

stress. problem sendiri pn xleh settle. nk settle kn problem org lain plak kn. nice~
penat lah buat baik kat org yg x sedar diri ni. eeee. geram. rase cm nak pukul kuat2 pastu campak die dlm tempat yg ade buaye byk2. puas ati. Aish~ tetibe rase cam best je buat jahat kan. huh~

berdiri di atas kaki sendiri @ berdikari. susah.

Entry yg mengarut bile hati jd tak tenang. better stop now.
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much more better. :) 

:: new thing ::

Da grad kn. Working time~~~~

sume pon la nk lain... now i really understand why everyone hates monday~ huh!

Drama tiap pg,

mak: Kak, bgn...
me: 5 minit....

pas 10 mint...

mak: kakkkkkkk......
kua dr bilik n soalan 1st yg kua: mak, arini ari jumaat dah ke???

Penatnye bekerje....hurm...(cam la keje angkat batu, sorong tnah kn) haha..